It goes on

I am selfish.

I learned that over the past two years.

I can't do stuffs for people if my heart is not in it. I mean, physically I can, but mentally I'll be imagining myself clawing your insides out.

That's fine if that's just all it is.

But I also learn that it's never just all it is. Some things will come back and bite you in the ass, or haunt you for life. Well, wouldn't say life cause I haven't actually lived out my entire life yet but you know.

And yes you guessed it right I'm ranting right now BECAUSE I ABSOLUTELY FUCKING HATE LAW EVEN MORE THAN I HATE MUSHROOMS AND ACCOUNTS AT THIS MOMENT RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW

Yes. You guys can say I chose to go back to my law course.
I did choose. But like I said above, I chose something that I did not have my heart set out for. Meh, but whatever right? This is how life works. I've kind of started thinking less idealistically and a little more realistically.

But hey, I had the most awesome pep talk I have ever had yesterday.

I will finish it no matter what. So, sorry people, those who I went to moping about how I wanted to quit law. Haha. I'm not quitting! And thanks for listening. And yes, you can expect me to mope again in future. I'm sorry. Please bear with me. I'll try to keep it down. Like you know.... I predict the next mope session to be some time in May during my exams. Yep. Hui Mei and Nat, i would love you guys if you come and surprise me with a bucket of ice cream again. That bucket kept me awake for 3 days. Peppermint please. *shameless shameless*

Oh. And Happy New Year! Many blessings ahead!