Agility and Accuracy complement each other

So.

yesterday i found a small lizard in my room.

i grabbed the empty plastic container on my table;

wanting to capture it and set it free outside

i thought to myself since baby lizards(or adult lizards) are fast,

i should be quick and agile.

in the end i succeeded.

..........in chopping the poor dear's head off.

so i was fast enough.

but i neglected to aim.

and..

yeah.

IM SORRYYYYYYYY:(((((((((

Please R.I.P sorry you had to go through that.

haihs. im now known as a lizard murderer. :(

So I lied

I found the camera wire.

But i dont seem to find any motivation in me to post up any pictures.

I am laaazzzyyyy..ha..ha..ha.

O yeah, in accordance to my friend last time, she said that photo blogs are much more fun to read. Maybe that's why people fall asleep while reading my blog halfway..ha..ha.

Im addicted to Sorority Life in Facebook.

..and the pulling underwear game.

....am not a perve Cat. They dont show the buttocks.(or front view)

Tried Arkham Horror today.

Very complicated.. too many scary monsters..

Tho' i think i had good beginner's luck in the first round.

2nd round never got to meet his end due to intervention by MCD.

Anyhow, i still prefer Last Night on Earth. Braaaaaiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnns.

hmm okay. one picture. the hat is so cute!!

Souled Out (:

Today was awesome =).

Dinner at Souled Out. Will let the pictures do the talking. If i ever upload them.. ha..ha..ha. Was the camera woman, bad choice Ame, bad choice. Anyways, will get to it if i ever find my camera wire. :]

Happy Birthday Pei Leay! My new-found bullying kaki!! :D Haha.

Everyone was so crazy today.. haha. Fun ^^

O yeah, and met Lynn by coincidence at Souled Out too. Kinda cool.. haha. I mean.. the place is big. So yeah, coincidentally she sat two tables away from us. :]

The ride home was crazier. Everything Pei Leay said came/will come true.

Like the police road check. -.-

Honestly, THAT's the first time they ever had it there. Who ask you talk so much!! Haha jk.

But it was funny. and damn kanchiong.

PeiLeay immediately sunk down and hid with our feet. LOL! and we used our bags to cover her. Pretty nerve-wrecking, BECAUSE the policeman approached our car with his torchlight, and shone it at the back. We were afraid he might see her hair. And he even paused. But luckily, didnt get caught :p. Kinda funny. Haha.

Beware Ame, beware Sing ru. (inside joke) :P

Ok, not gonna elaborate further. These things are like the 'you-have-to-be-there-to-understand-it' kind of situations. Lol.

HOPE YOU HAD FUN BTW!!! :))

Take care, all the best for your coming exams :p.

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I've gotten the bad habit of writing down my dreams again.

Right, i actually read bout this from somewhere. Something titled along the lines of 'Weird Stuffs Women Actually Do' and one of 'em was writing their dreams down. I guess men dont do this? Haha. But i used to write them. Till it got tiring. The last dream i wrote about was the Reincarnation dream (also the last dream i remember). I think.

And now im back to it.

Why? I dont know. They're interesting. Ive been getting a lot of complete dreams. (meaning i dont wake up in the midst of it halfway). So at the end, you can see me basking in my own glory.

Again, how?

Im always the hero. VERY ego-boosting. :)

Im a hero, in my own dreams. Literally. Ok that was lame. Hahahaha~

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Ame was complaining bout this just now, so thought i might just blog about this.

I read about this from somewhere, or watched it. Either one. haha :).

Words of advice to those who absolutely hate planning, or becoming the leader, dont ever start.

Well, let's say you're in a new college. With a new-found group of friends.

And it's recess time. And everyone's stoned because no one knows where to go. No one can even come to a decision. Then, you, get fed up. And suggests a place.

From that day onwards, you'll automatically be elected as the leader. Haha. So, the from next recess, till the last recess you guys will be having together, you'll be the one deciding everything.

Something to do with human nature. Huh, weird.

Or in other words, you start the machine, so you end it. LOL? Ok that wasnt a very good eg.

But yeah.. haha. I guess cause nobody wants the extra burden, and might as well place it on someone who started it, and has already done it. XD We're all eager to follow. :D

Random note, in my circle of friends, i dont really have a leader-type of friend. Just noticed. Haha. Hmm, i think Jess is close to one. :P

My blog posts are getting longer, and more frequent. Guess im too free.

I've noticed a pattern. January, June and now. The months which always have a lot of posts.

Why? Because Jan & June were during exam time, and i was having my 'study break'. And was also on the verge on insanity. And blogs absorb anything - good place to vent out your pent up anger and craziness.

And now. Cause im lifeless. ha..ha..ha..

k la bye i should go get a job or something bb

October Babies

Yap, there sure are plenty of October babies. Haha.

Anyways, i shall dedicate this post to a few of my besties!

Starting with Hui Mei, who had her birthday on 8th of October :]

Happy Birthday! You crazy monkey queen!

'09 would mark our 10 years of friendship.

Been such a long time right :O. Almost unbelievable.

Anyways.. this woman. She was first introduced to me as my sister's friend, in which the title later advanced to my sister's crazy friend, and ultimately reached the tile of 'ganas & crazy woman, dont mess with her'.

XD

All in all, despite all those beatings and punches and chases during high school, and the broken door, as well as the multiple headaches and...

Ok nvm.

Haha jk. <3

O ya, and she does the most random-est gestures at times. And make the weirdest sounds. LOL! And her favourite catchphrase......you know la.

And dont ever mention bananas or monkeys to her! Haha. Uncontrollable the moment she hears those two. Aih aih huimei~ Why do you like monkeys so much anyways?? ;D Haha. And stop kissing MY monkey!

Anyhow happy belated birthday ;D I hope you enjoyed your birthday party the other day, and hope you like our (MY) gifts! And my cup is cuter than hong's cup rite? Hong is such a copy cat.. Honestly. Hahaa..

Take care la fren.. Don game too much(that coming from me..ahem) and start studying more! Education, no matter how exaggerated and over-rated some people may blow it up to be, will still determine our future.. study hard, but party even harder ;D.

Okay.. next.. is May Khim! aka PorkyKhim! ;D

Who had her b'day on 11th of October.. Havent celebrated yet tho xO. Someone's sooo busy in her course...hmm. Haha jk, we'll make it up during Dec rite? :D

Anyways.. PorkyKhim. I've known her during form 4 only, but it felt like such a long time already!! Honestly.. It almost feels like as tho' we were childhood friends.. And she's the bestest friend anyone could ever have..

I really miss those form 4&5 because of her too.. my desk partner ;D haha.

Where do i begin with her??

To be honest, i didnt really like you back then. Im sure i told you this already right. Haha.

But of course, as time flies, our friendship strengthened.. And we became the best of friends.

Aish~ this gal. She's also the sole reason why i cant diet anymore. Back then, i was a real health freak who only ate guavas during recess. Once you've fall deep, it's hard to get back up. That's exactly how i felt back then. Like anorexic i guess :\. But. This gal -.- The moment she transferred to my class, everything came crashing down, and to this date i still eat damn alot, cant diet, growing fatter, and not caring. LOL!

Anyhow, she indirectly did that, but i am grateful for.

How exactly?

MayKhim has like.. the golden mouth when it comes to food.

Her descriptions are so full of PASSION. Honestly, the moment she starts talking about food, my stomach grumbles. I cant do it as well as her, but, an example of our every day conversation in class.

Eh, SC, have you ever tried [insert food name here]

Erm, no. I dont think so. Why?

OMGG!! Yesterday i had it. Damn DAMNN GOOD YOU KNOW!! First you insert [..] then after that.. must put a little of [...] then wahhh!! Starts to smell damn good already you know? Then after that must put in [...] But cannot put in so much also! Must be accurate if not spoil the taste.. then..etc etc.

*stones*

THEN! After that.. Time to eat. WAHHHH!!! So GOOOOOD MAN!! The flavouring.. it flows smoothly into your mouth.. And WAHH!! *inserts blissful face here*.. and etc.

*stomach growls* Eh hungry la stop talking.

Eh i brought mee from home wan eat??

REALLY? Ok i wan.

*both start eating*

Then she tells how she cooked it.

Haha, ok, i told you i cant do it well as well as her. Lacking the passion i guess? xD But she's really very good and descriptive when it comes to food. Hence, she's in the right course now ;D hotel management. And is acing in it. =) you've got the gift.

Then recess.

And we gobble up 2 plates of nasi lemak -.- 2 wantans, 1 fuchok, 1 packet of guava, and tapao random food back. My eating kaki :) And the cup maggi too!! LOL! The prefect was giving us weird looks.-.- HAHA! :D

And she got me obsessed with pork too. Haha, khim really really loves pork! Hence the nickname; PorkyKhim.

And people always called us twins.. haha X) i think it's because we hang out with each other too much? Truthfully, i wouldnt mind having you as a twin. Haha ;D And remember the time we both had the same hairstyle after the holidays??? Lol, that was some weird telepathy. Haha.

I also really admire MayKhim. She's not afraid of speaking her mind =).

Once, she asked the hawker whether the fried rice is still hot, to which the man replied yes.

But the moment she sank her tooth into it, she found out that it was actually cold already -.-.

She immediately got up, went to the man, and said; " I thought you said the fried rice is still hot?? Why did you lie to me for?? etc etc ". Which prompted the man to quickly change her rice. Haha. I mean.. i would never do that. Too chicken i guess :\. Maykhim is a very strong girl.. she's awesome ;D.

And my mum loves her so much too! haha. And she loves my mum too. Sometimes they love each other more than they love me -.- Hahas.

Ok this is getting a little too long.. i got carried away. xD

I really really hope we have more time to hang out with each other actually..

but i guess that's not possible rite?? haha.

Take care khim, happy belated birthday! xoxo

Next is HweeLynn! Who've just had her b'day yesterday.. haha.

well, admittedly we're not as close as we used to be.. but still pretty good friends yah?? :)

This one is really my childhood friend.. our friendship goes all the way back to when we were 7 years old.. haha. SRI INAI! :D Sri Inai maju dan jaaayaaaa~

Haha.. alot of childhood memories wif this gal.. RMB POKEMON?? HAHA.

We used to hang out like every friday nite! ;O Doing what? I absolutely cant remember.. playing the com, watching tv, pillow fights.. those were fun.

Then we we got addicted to Pokemon.. we started roleplaying as poketrainers! Haha.. and we created our own pokemons too. Which led to a lot of disputes -.-.

You copied mine!

NO, YOU copied mine.

Or whenever we used them in our 'pokebattles'.

Mine's stronger.

YOU BLIND? Mine's stronger.

That's the one you copied from me.

I MADE IT ON MY OWN.

-fights-

hahaha ;D but those were short-lived fights.

I had a lot of fun hanging out with you back then.. still do but we rarely hang out with each other these days!! I guess it's because you were busy with your kaki blue recently.. and me with my law course (which i've quitted already haha)

And when you left for Tmn Megah during std 4 or 5, i cried!! ;( hahaa..

But nevertheless we still kept in touch with each other after that.. to this date;D

Happy birthday friend!! Hope you had a good one.. We shall hang out soonnnn :) I miss you loads.. O ya, did i mention Lynn can SING? Talented woman ;D. She's been displaying her natural talent since the day we first became friends, and her love for performances. You really deserved it when you passed the audition :) Glad you were happy to be part of Kaki Blue!

And today! Corliss' birthday..

Haha. This gal.. was a new student at Sri Inai. During std 6.

Corliss came from Phillipines. Back then.. she was so shy!! Haha, not as crazy and perky as now. But it's understandable right? First day in a new school. So yeah. But i remember everyone gathering around you! And i was one of those.. haha. -.- apparently i scared her. too hyper i guess.

This girl is absolutely crazy and random! Haha. AND TALENTED. She's an awesome artist. Used to go to her for help. ;D haha. She can draw anything. Unicorns, dolphins(her favourite!), dinosaurs, alligators, anything. The creator of Fried Chicken Ass. And co-creator of chicken fireworks. LOL! We were so obsessed with chickens back then -.- Haha.!

Liss is an all-rounder. She can do anything actually, to be exact. Sports? Not a problem. Studies? Sure. Draw? ABSOLUTELY! Cook? Why not? Makes people like me jealous at time. -.- HAHA!

We used to hang out a lot too last time. When i left Sri Inai, we kept in touch with each other by going to the same tuitions ;D That was fun. En.Mustafa's tuition! Lol! And carpooling as well :D. Waving at every car that passes by. LOL! Yup.. that's Liss. Also hanging out in KFC ;D Eating eating and eating! Hanging out at each other's place.. playing random stuffs. Prank-calling Kenny or Patrick. Singing Numb. COLLECTING RINGS ;D. I got that habit from you. Going sunway lagoon. So many things!! Ahhh~ good ol' days.

This gal.. Is like Hui Mei too. Spontaneous and fun, is up for anything.

But we kinda drifted apart during form 5 right? ;( And last year. Because of different schedules, and we dont go to tuitions anymore. LOL! But we still keep in touch. ^^ Right? BFF, happy birthday! Hope you have a great one (: HANG OUT DURING HALLOWEEN! YEAH YEAH YEAH :DDD

Thats about it. Haha.

I could on on for a very long time,

but words wont be enough to describe how glad i am to know you guys :)

Never sufficient to fully portray it all.

Happy birthday to the rest who are having their birthdays in OCTOBER too:)

All the best in life!

When you're too bored...

and you're a college drop-out, with no life whatsoever because all your friends are busy with Uni, busy with exams / assignments, have more life than you,

and also extremely addicted to Last Night on Earth :DDDD,

you do stuffs like this.

LOL!

No offence yah people. Ahahahahahahahahaa;D

All these were done in a few minutes,

so don mind the noob artwork / lousy photocropping etc, and lame special characteristics.

kwakwa.

Again, SOMEONE PLAY LNOE WITH ME :((((

I love that game! ^^

Dumb ass!

Alright, cause Cat convinced me to be the 'better' person.

And family disputes shouldnt be published in blogs either i guess.

Still damn angry, stupid dumb ass.

Started the fight, shouted non-stop, blatantly threw false accusations,

then found out to be in the wrong instead.

--' nothing to say, nothing to say.

I guess the TVB saying i posted back then is really true huh..

Point your finger at someone and three more will point back at you.

Guess who was in the wrong in the end humm....:]

Last Night on Earth

Obsessed with it.

Someone come play with me :((

Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs was hilarious.

Steve!

haha.

I wonder..

If i will get another stomach flu, or come down with a food poisoning...

Eating tim tams passed its expiry date >.>,

cant be that bad rite? Haha.. hopefully..

Doesnt taste weird either.. should be ok..

would be a waste to throw them away..

eat~~

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Cat o Cat~

I blame this on you,

im blog-hopping err, blogshops like mad.

so many nice clothes <3

I wanna buy!! But no money..

-__-

Dont blame others..

When you point a finger at someone else, you point three fingers back to yourself.

(:

I learnt that from a TVB show lol. ^-^

It's too early for this;

or maybe not.

Only two more months to go right?

Xmas~^-^

I cant wait for Xmas~

Coming soon..

Another year is ending so soon~

My fave time of the year~^-^

I love Xmas a lot for some reasons.

Not because of presents or food or anything else..

But there's just this feeling~

haha.

Xmas~^-^

-_-

Hi DBSK,

This may be a totally nonsensical post with no logic whatsoever but if you guys disband my life is over.

My heart will automatically implode (yes, implode. the pressure of being compressed by overwhelming heart-wrenching feelings would be too violent) on the spot into millions of little mini-hearts that even if someone were to invent a time-reversal machine and goes back into the past and meet the past me, my heart would never be completed again.

I would also go on a eating splurge to fill out the empty space where my heart used to reside - which would aggravate the stomach flu again and i'll have a gratifying reunion with the toiletbowl again and my anus would go thru the agony of a burning pain again. Not to mention i will put on a lot of weight which would by then reduce my walking to rolling and may even contract a heart disease due to all the fat accumulation. Or my stomach will just explode on the spot.

I have a knack for exaggeration.

And DBSK would never ever stumble upon my post anyways.

But that's how i feel..ha..ha..ha....

Sad. I hope they wont disband, and i hope SM would compromise with them.

Hope for the best!

..

So, after days of massive headaches, ive finally come to a conclusion to quit the course.

There is no interest, i feel like im dragging myself to uni every day.

Coping is fine, i've always had that kind of mindset anyways. During school, and during Alvls.

' Just study, sit for the exams, do well and be done with it. Then you wont see it anymore. '

But i guess this kinda mentality wont bring me any benefit to my future.

Because there's no such thing as 'being done with it anymore'.

You live with it as a source of your income, which will gradually become your source of life.

(We need money for survival after all).

It's only been 1 month.

And the only thing that makes my heart ache so much by leaving this course is,

I'LL REALLY REALLY MISS MY UNI FRENS!!! T_T

I'll miss Uncle James! And Siva! the most.

I'll miss bullying James, laughing at him when he's in pain, laughing at him when he loses in the PSP games, basically laughing at him. And competing with each other to see who will reach home first. And planning how to kutip your mayat. Come to think of it, our friendship is really weird.. hahaa.. You're like a second Jessica. Need to argue with you non-stop.

But you've been a good friend! You've been a bundle of help, and admittedly i was kinda afraid of you in the beginning. But you're really fun to hang around with - and i'll really really miss you. Take care.. keep in touch.

I'll miss you too Siva! And your bright laughter! Hahaa.. is it corny to say that.. haha but his laugh is contagious.. And your sense of humor! You're really really funny.. we've only known each other for a month.. Sad. I'll miss all of your jokes.. AND YOUR TOSAI! Hahaa... Take care too... keep in touch.

To the rest, tho' we havent really got much opportunities to bond that much yet, i'll miss you guys too! I cant help but wonder how it would be like if we had become closer.. But i think the heartbreak will be bigger lol.. Take care Praga! And.... the rest. Sorry fail to catch your names ^^;; i noticed we just immediately jumped into a conversation without getting proper introductions -_-. Nevertheless those conversations were short-lived but fun. TAKE CARE!

Ok im done talking.

So now im slacking my life away, thinking which should be the right choice for me.

Dont wanna waste more money -_-.

;( Times are bad.

My brother has developed a backache in Australia.

Apparently he couldnt even move, and is due for an X-ray.

Mum's worried to death, and maybe going there soon.

Scary, hope kor gets well soon!

Enlightenment

Lessons in Life.

1. Never ever gobble up every single food that's within range without prior inspection. You may end up with a dreaded stomach flu.
2. Do not eat more food to further aggravate the stomach flu. Life would be hell. Resist this demon called temptation no matter how it seduces you. Your anus would be spared from unnecessary pain then.
3. Stomach flu sucks.
4. SUCKS!

A little heart-searching

It's too late to cry over spilt milk,

im sorry for creating hell for the past two years,

i've done alot of nasty things which cant be removed easily, ey?

time is the greatest healer,

time....and sleep. ^^

I wont survive in law

It's not longer a question of Should I or Will I like it has been the past few days.

It's clear now, that im gonna meet my death sooner than expected if i carry on in Law.

D:

One look at the box that arrived this morning sent off all warning signals and told me i should just burn it off and go back to sleep, call ATC later and say i quit.

T.T

how? i'll obviously die if i have to finish reading all those by May next year (in time for exams)