Tuesday, June 23, 2009

hansamida jamie unnie!
works like magic all the time. :)

Saturday, June 20, 2009

goodbye..

haha i just read jamie's blog. so touching haihs.

why la so emotional in your blog@!!! making me all sappy and sentimental now...sniffles..


yes yes, i agree. saying goodbye is never easy.
especially since all of us have come a long way.
we've all become so close to each other then suddenly poof - we have to part again. :(
worst of all, we're all so far from each other.

time jets huh? it's finally the end.

we'll all make new friends in the future for sure, but like you said.
it's not gonna be easy to replace all of you. things wont be the same.
this is like a contrary to my previous post, the part where i say almost everyone is alike.
in a way, everyone is different too huh? because the relationship we share with someone is always different from another.
there i go again..blabbing things i dont understand.
confusing confusing. anyways that's another topic.

im going to miss all the crappiness we shared together. the shopping and eating sessions =).
the karaoke session...my starbucks kaki....our fangirling over suju and dbsk..etc.

..also the time jessica, jamie and i ate until our bill was rm150.
that was a heavy blow on our wallets.

similar like jamie..i used to hate college very much too..
especially since i got conned into entering HELP college,
and got enrolled into A levels against my will.
but i guess having a good company around will always make the situation better yeh..?

my heart is suddenly void of feeling again..
goodbye always makes the heart empty huh...
we wont be able to see each other that often anymore..
unless we're taking the same course.

but for now; take care!! i will definitely miss all of you too...
our frenship will last forever yeh...

ps jamie.. you were never a good unnie.... hahahaaahahaa....
nobody will ever follow your footstep... :P
i wan go drink starbucks.....haha


haha...also, this picture brings back alot of memories.

i think this was way back in march-april 2008. somewhere around there.
like during the third week of friendship with jessica, i broke her belt.
i was scared shitless. hahahahhahaaha and kept apologising to her.
and jess was ever so forgiving back then. not like now. hahahaha.

im gonna miss arguing with you..
arguing was like our source of life..we have to argue everyday..and we argue over the smallest things all the time..haha..
sighs..i also remember us saying all the time that if we dont argue for one day, that means something is wrong with one of us.
haha..good times..good times..

Friday, June 19, 2009

:D

your own words can be used as weapons against you.
what you call friends now may be enemies tomorrow huh.

i kinda realised that all of us are the same in one way or another.
sure, some of us may be the same as others, or different for that matter,
but there's no such thing as someone being completely different from the rest of the world,
the one who stands out so much and darkens the rest in the background.
now that i think about it, it's kinda high-and-mighty to clain yourself as being special
and not thinking in the same line as other people aint it?
no matter how hard we try to be so special and original, how we claim that we're different from the others,
we're not.

well one thing's for sure it's because of inheritance i guess.
your parents may seem to be the exact opposite of you but what do you really know huh.
wad's the age gap between parents and their childen anyways?
people change.
do you still carry the same personality that you did 10 years ago?

society will sooner or later mold us to become the same.
where adults are supposed to be mature.we have to conform to society rules in other to survive. to find a job right?
if you still wanna be the oh-so-cool type who doesnt listen to what people has to say, then well. good luck.
i dont know, some people have what it takes i guess. we've seen alot of those in movies.
the kelefehs blend in the background listening to what the boss has to say all the time.
THEN BOOM! this new girl/guy/whatever appears, fights with the boss, proves to the boss she/he's better than what said boss thinks, then suddenly boss grows to like him/her, romance happens and happily ever after.

if you act too smart in front of your boss in reality, wouldnt the company be scared that you might be hard to control?
overconfidence can be a flaw.
besides, according to economy, they wanna find labour that's cheap and efficient.
not bossy, know-it-all, and tries to increase wages at any given opportuninty.

anyways, i digressed.

we're different now because we have lesser rules to abide to.
we dont have to be so prim and proper. we can be rebellious cause we're 'teens'.
right?

haihs ok whatever.
dont even know what i was blabbing halfway thru this thing.
need to sleep soon.

on the brighter side, im finally finished with exams!!
one month of torture - finally the end.
not sure how i did but gonna worry bout that some other day.

henceforth, i wont be depending on blogspot and facebook for salvation anymore.
haha. thank God right? haha.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

freedom is close

the only footsteps that i see on the ground now is my own.

well i can always cheat and run around creating more foot prints,
creating images to the oblivious that many has been around here,
but deep down all these is a lie.
because no matter what those footsteps only fit my own.


LAW!!!!

Sunday, June 14, 2009

As i open my C4 text book;

the same words keep echoing in my head.

you fail~
you fail~
you fail~
you fail~
you fail~
you fail~
you fail~
you fail~
you fail~
you fail~
you fail~
you fail~

you're gonna fail c4~~

yeap..im doomed.
c4 is hard..;(

WHO CARES STUPID LITTLE VOICES
i wan my hols now! and i wan transformers!

Friday, June 12, 2009

You know you're bored when....

.......you start measuring your own face.
















eh by the way, mine's 20cm long. LOL

this is called gay

argh shit. i can feel every ounce of determination, will power, and whatever motivation that's left in me oozing out, becoming one with the atmosphere.
must..fight..on!
cmon cmon! only 8 more days. 4 more papers.
then you all dun have to be tortured by my posts of agony anymore. D:
i think i did fairly well for c3 today.
well.. it was way easier than last time.
last time was open the paper, stone, and count the minutes left i have in the world of living.
now it's open the paper, show thet paper who's boss.
ahahahaha~~ anyways.
guess i should be on guard for c4.
but.. if all goes well for c4, i can see the ray of hope shining down up me while i bask in all its brilliance. i hope!
hwaiting!!

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

This is called drama. D:

It's a tough battle, a losing one i might add, but i must persevere.

I cant give way to death's door now, not now, not like this.
Not when im so close to accomplishing it.

Remember, there are always those who will be the boulders in your path.
Whoever said life's a bed of roses anyways right?

Im nearing the final stage.
That's when the final boss appeared.
Some creature that has just come back to Malaysia for his holidays.

Well-armed with his fancy gadgets and expensive weaponry,
he's determined to make this the hardest stage i ever have to go through.
This is already chaos mode.

Xbox, Wii, Nintendo DS, and PSP he's brought them all back.

Wao you say. This boss is tough. Look through the faqs but everyone says it unpwnable; it's something that you can do it if you have the skills.

which i apparently dont.

so my brain's being devoured by games now.
WHEN IM SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING! D:

die..die..die. somemore got dota and l4d. die..die..die.
i wan to get over with the exams soon and start playing like crazy!!!!
:( but i dont wanna fail at the same time..!

anyways my brother brought back 6 packets of tim tams ^_^ all sort of different flavours!
can have tim tam party. yay yay~

9 more days!
or 10. whichever. my last paper is in the evening. sad.

jiayou!! hwaiting!

Friday, June 5, 2009

Random Post.


RED MONKEY CLAN !
RED MONKEY CLAN !

ok. so random. haha :p
the birth of a....new clan! courtesy of Hui Mei! da biggest monkey around ! aka king kong.

i say we impeach hui mei and make me boss !
since i own the monkey anyways. makes sense right? right?
ok..wadeva. lol. nobody listens to me anyways :(

i may have failed econs unit 4. sighs. haha. i took my own sweet time during part 1 till no more time left for part 2. d'oh! o well. im happy with unit 5 though. A PLEASEEE! :p

hhhhhmmmmmmmmm.
im bored ! 2 more weeks to go ! but 5 more papers ! hahas :D
yeap yeap.. so pretty much.. can relaks abit.. whee~!

ok ok.. i know everyone's bored of my exams ranting and whining..
and also bored of layaning me on msn by playing checkers and jigsaw puzzle.. LOL.!

lol ok. i intended to make this post a 'laughing-is-good-for-you' kinda post but i got too lazy halfway. haha. maybe next time i'll post the funny pictures.
btw le gasp. l4d 2 is coming out yeh? YAY!
i like playing as boomer. i like shooting boomers too. i like seeing their fat bellies explode.
kekeke.
;D baaaaai.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

;(

HUNGRY !!

i hate my back door neighbours for cooking supper almost every nite.
cause i can smell everything from here.
(only a narrow alley separating their kitchen from my room window, whaddya think ;()

and everything always smells good !!
and my stomach's growling even louder cause im studying too.....harhar.....haihs...

used to think maybe they were caterers or something till they have to cook every midnight
but my mum said hogwash (i dont use my brain much...you see.....hahahaaaa...)
she said they're just having supper.
supper....every.....nite......

ok so i threw a furtive glance at them a couple of times from my window.

THEY DONT LOOK FAT AT ALL
LOL how come i grow fat when i eat supper
and i dont even eat supper much! (well not as often as them)

...o wells maybe they exercise every day or sth. ahahah~
damn stomach's complaining. guess once in a while wouldnt hurt.... ;p

tataz~! i keep ranting nowadays..damn.

Monday, June 1, 2009

D:

You know,
when i said tomorrow i march to demise,
i kinda meant in a half assed humor way.
i didnt mean it literally.

oh well.
i brought it upon myself right anyhow?
just hope i dont fail :D:D
putting my hopes on c3 and c4 now.
rawr~!

Sighs

Tomorrow, i march to my demise.

All the best to all of you who are taking exams too..
We yearn for the day we meet freedom again....